The funny story

Some might see holiday as a fun time, You spend with your family, with friends, with girlfriend,, heck true rite?? haha.. But i found it funny, i dont seem to enjoy holidays... maybe because i always see myself being alone or not doing much in this day... for me during holiday time passes by slow, as hours seems to be days... funny feeling... It feel like, Sometimes, i would imagine myself stading in a lonely street snowing and me looking up to the darkblack skies and people walk by me. Its kinda sad thing to imagine but i dont find it sad or lonely. I know i'm weird... I find it comforting and happy. That very moment, being alone dont seems to be sad, the snow touching my face.... the air that so cold it can froze my heart. Maybe the cold air might kill my emotion. Emotional feelings, how much i hate them. I want to be very happy all the time. Always looking at a bright future, seeing the world differently i guess. I'm not sad for those who dont understand me, or what i'm saying. I find it comforting sometimes being alone and time passes by me slow. But i preffer that time flies as fast as they can... but hey you know what they say... enjoy every moment to the fullest. And i'm enjoying the holiday that sounds so sad. Its comforting and happy.