I'm Laughing

I used to be looked down by senior, teachers and so called friends in High School, Now in college/university i experiece the same things~ people are so different but yet to me some are the same, with different personalities. So may pretend to love and care about you but they dont, some may be harsh and insult you but they are the ones who cares and love you. Amazing how human personality works in this world. But opening my eyes to the world makes me understand what i learned all this while. Just that i been so arrogant, i should not easily trust in people, everyone has a different story to tell, everyone has their own point of view. Well this goes out to those who looks down on me before last time.... I had achieve the impossible, I had achieve greatness, I had achieve things i could not imagine i could do, So what had you all achieve in life?? Those who looks down on me last time... I'm laughing at your face rite now... figure of speech~~~ and those now, who see me that you think i am to be, you better think again, yes its a thread and warning, i can be great friend but i can be your worst and dangerous enemy so you all better watched out!!! try something stupid like spreading rumour of me will get you one passage way to dangerous zone~ Get ME!!!

Just Ordinary

Today as usual, another boring day... Its kinda funny when you could think alof of things when your alone in a room. Today was the first meeting for the society. I felt that the member are not really In the mood or active maybe because its their first day starting to know people around as well as not familiar with the senior. Today its quite a fun day as usualy always laughing with friend, Thanks gang~!! First time in life got a gang that i can call my own. Rachel, Kah Khin, Wai Kang, Gim Kiang, Elaine, Swee Ping, Pik Kae, See Ting. I guess i finally found a place of my own as well people who could understand and be with me happily. A few day, something had been bothering me quite a while. Am I thinking too much, but i feel that god is playing a trick with me or just that its coincidence that I met her always. Maybe she going around college but its kinda weird when you could see them often. Today in Class was the one of those coincidence. When I was walking out the door, there she was walking back into class?? at we stood there facing each other, but i could not face her, all I could do is walk away. I guess its too hurt to see her, and piece of me died there. A feeling of disapointment, Maybe its god way of telling me something? or just a coincidence... Sometimes do you ever wonder? why such good things have to come to end someday?? but i believe its never meant to end... Its the person who decide their oppurtunity of keeping something good or letting it go. I for one not going to let go of all those oppurtunity.

A Song which touch me~

I couldn't live without you, no. Couldn't see myself without you but it's over now. I'm lost when I'm without you, yeah. My heart just doesn't beat the same, I ain't got no one to blame. And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own. Like the lyrics of a sad song, I was feeling so wrong. If you could only hear the words I say. When your heart beats beside me. Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay. You'll be okay. (Okay, o-o-okay, okay, o-o-okay) If I could turn back to us (Mm, oh) Then maybe I could change the way I was. Just to prove it to us, I can be all the man you need. And you're still the only woman for me. And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own. Like the lyrics of a sad song, I was feeling so wrong. If you could only hear the words I say. When your heart beats beside me. Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay. You'll be okay.V- let me in man. (Yo, that you'll be okay)I'm here to show you, here to be okay. She had left me so sick like Ne-Yo say, damn.I'ma need a couple minutes to bounce back. Love is more important then the money I found (yeah) But it was too late, baby I know now. When I saw you standing by the door like go now. So cold like a snow cloud, so slow merry-go-round. And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own.(x2) Like the lyrics of a sad song, I was feeling so wrong. If you could only hear the words I say. When your heart beats beside me. Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay. You'll be okay.(Oh, no. You'll be okay)(Okay, o-o-okay, tell me you'll be okay, okay, o-o-okay)

After a Long road of breaking up I can finally tell myself i'll be okay~

I think i fallen for someone~ hope she looks my way XD

A blast from the past~!

Haha it been a while now, but i had decided, to reform the Architecture Asscociation for our UCSI campus. ALthought it said to be still active but in my eyes it dead without any activities organize. Kinda lame to call themself Association when did't do anything public. I heard a song which its open my eyes. Why do we hurt the one we love so bad? But when comes to love its not what it seems, I hurt someone so bad maybe cause i love her too much. But i guess sometimes when comes to a brake up, the easiest word is too say Good Bye. During this situation both side will cry. Its comment sense nobody feel happy in a brake up. Who knows hahaha. But i'm glad is over and memories fade away slowly sooner i might not recognize her anymore (Being Emo) Whoops hahaa anyway nothing special boring today the same old boring life~

My World, My Choice

Its been such along time I been running away from myself and not accepting the fact of who I am, But now I got to stop running, even though I love the sport. This Blog is Mainly suppose to be my journal or diary about my life instead I turn it into a food menu, I remember when my friend told me to blog something interesting instead of my Life, Now I understand what she means, well bloggin of food was a way for me to run away and doing something which is not my own will. So now i am going to blog abit about my daily life, and also about what is interesting to me. Bei Jing Olympic was just the recent event that i found amazing~ too bad i was not there to see it, instead of watching in a TV box, but in the future there a posibility of me cathing it in London~ haha i want to visit my mom as well as going with her to watch the olympic, she working at london been talking to her recently. Love to know that she still cares of me, and msot of all i care for her. Broke up few month ago, it took a really huge hit on me, but what to do... I just meet the wrong girl, but this is life we learn to see things for who they are and move on. If people were to ask me whether i still love her or not after what she did to me, My answer is Yes, even when she that kind of girl, i still manage to love and accept her for who she is. Hey I am an unconditionaly lover, hehe nothing can make not love someone. I hate to hate. haha Well nothing particular happen to my life rite now, just that the start of a new semester, with only two classes. I still remember what i said to myself, every semester is a brand new chapter of my story. I had a great semester last time althought it did't ended what that i had plan. Afterall there always a twist in the story. But it ended happily, I had my very own gang now in Architect hehe. I meet new people and now another story is to be told.