A Beautifull Story, I had a tear shed

This is a story I readed at a forum, It was a touching and beautifull story. 

The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23.
The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US .
Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication.
In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of chemo to end.

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care

of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss 

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that Katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well.

The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see their son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening to a song from her husband and friends 

At the reception, Katie had to take a few rests. The pain did not allow her to stand for long periods

Katie died five days after her wedding day. With a smile

Watching a woman so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think.....
Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it lasts . 
We should stop making our lives complicated.


Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

From this story I begin to see a glipse of what its the meaning of true love dont you think so?

May Katie Rest in Peace and May Nick Find Happiness

Earth Hour

So did it happen?? See it did! A number of people decided to turn off their lights!

Even me I dota in the Dark! 

The World

The world its beautifull, as so is life on Earth dont you agree?
To me Life its like a story, and we are the universe creation,.. well okay we are god creation to some. We walk life on earth, the daily stress we go throught, the misery, the tears, sadness, dramas, but hey! look up that what makes life beautifull? dont you think so? We learn from sad situation, we learn from our mistakes, maybe repeating and remembering the things we do wrong. We human/people always regret things we did or did't do, the action and oppurtunities that were not taken, action that is taken that did't come out the result your hopping for. But that what makes life beautifull,.. For 6month, i came to realize I have been changing, walking down the path I have choosen and you know what makes me happy?

Well its the oppurtunities to make things rite and do the rite things, that i know myself its rite, and I always get what i want, how? Its a secret of the Law of attraction, I always keep a steedy happy mind. Now what more beautifull? well here what I can tell you. Everyone wants a greener earth rite? A healthy atmosphere, Here one thing that shall amaze you all. On the 28 of March 2009, a number of population will close their lights at 8.00pm, this is prove of people that get what they want. To those who has lost them self, and says nothing goes my way? well here and oppurtunity for you.

WE GET WHAT WE WANT IF WE MAKE IT HAPPEN!

And to prove this theory, I want a greener healthy earth, so I have decided to turn off my lights on 28 March 2009 at 8apm for an hour, Cause majority of people going to join me to vote and make what i want a reality, so are you going to make a different and make it happen? or you going to just believe things come out from air? make it happen with me, cause this is to prove life is beautifull, and there are still beautifull people out there. 

Another Cousin Wedding...

Family photo

Have you been for a chinese wedding dinner before? Well this is one of the chinese wedding i been for as a 20 year old.

It was my cousin sister wedding, it makes me wonder how usually people ended up from a relationship to marriage. Anyway the wedding was romantic with a romantic video display. Its about the 2 couple story.

Well anyway. I wanted to be engange in the future even thinking of about starting a family makes me excited somehow. But that would be some time, still need to earn money... i bet even having the dress and photo shot would cost at least Rm150 K, not to mention the honey moon rite? .... anyway the wedding dinner, I ate alot...

I am sitting with one family, 1 guy cousin and 3 girl cousin including my 2 sister. the family consist of a Dad, mom and a son. Most of the food i ate it all, aih... made me fat abit.

some more i was quite tired that time...

this picture got taken secretly by sister sitting next to me

look abit dead face haha....

Single life

Its finally time to blog about this,

Its been 6month if I last recall my final broke up with Celine.

I guess its is the hardest moment in life, but hey every moment its like a story rite?

hahaha.

Kinda really found who I am in this past few months, and doing self discovery. Remembering back, I think it was a beautifull thing i went through esspecially with friends and everyone cheering me up. Begin to "mature" in my own pathway. Finally on my feet again, thank you to does who had help me in my hard time.

So currently single for 6month, as I came to my thoughts when I hanging out with my sister Cristal Ng when was the last time i really fallen in love? I guess it was during my first ex. Wow that was like when I was 12years old when I met Christina. If people would asked me whether did I regret loving Celine? Well I would say I did't, I will never regret loving someone. But I do regret saying those hurtfull words towards hopping her to change for the better when I was the one change to the worst.

Like they say, we always regret things we do and things we did't do. I guess in the end, I could not forgive myself for what I done towards Celine, if i could i would still ask her to forgive me. Well now single and available, that kinda let me think alot as well.

I was not who I was when I first come into college, hanging out with the wrong gang, becoming more violent. The time spend alone was worth it in this 3 month, I begin remembering back who I was in Highschool. Hey, I come from a well known Highschool, being the most dicipline as well as most caliber, my goal when I was studying, was just getting certificate and being an overall champion. Now in college, after being corrupted, its become more clear to me I was drowning into my own grief and desire. I'm begining my degree in June, so I be returning to whom i really am, A normal geeky guy who focus only on studies and friends. 

My success was not all the post I held in clubs and society in highschool, it was who I am being humble and honest to everyone. That why people see me as the boy who has the innocent face, Yea I remember Weiyan, Woei Lim, Chee Keen, Eric Kuan, Inthiren, Kevinderjit, A few friends. The innocent boy who studies and tell jokes. 

Well All i hope now its that i could really ask for forgiveness among those i have hurt. And i would like to thank my three great friends i meet in University, Matthew, Kendrik and Ashley.

Hope to see you all in JUNE!

P/S: Single life kinda boring, i would spend my time with someone i love who love me back. =p