The near end of my Journey

Life, as i walk this lane... more negative are at my back waiting when i fall but thanks to the light, they don't harm me no more... my light? Its not a power full weapon, nor a power full power i have.. is the love that i give which comes back to me... I remember who i was, a light reminded me, Wei Yan the angel came down from the heaven to remind me... i can love unconditionally... that who i am... but yes finally all i need is some love back. The angel show me that love, thanks for the good memories i said, and now i am stronger and feeling much better. I am weak when i am alone, but friend around me give me strength to be strong. Matthew the guardian was always there... he was the one who helps me when i really need it. He was the one who shows me how to see clearly. Christina the childhood friend, she was always there when i am sad or happy, she the one who could advice the same thing to remind me what i have not done in my life. With all your Love, i will move on and work better. With this i thank you all, it really made me happy. You all are a part of my happiness.

My first model

Being an architecture student, its not as easy as it seems... but its challenging and most of all exciting as it stimulate our mind creatively and intelligent wise. Building a model its not an easy task, its need planning, creativity and most of all knowledge and understanding. Our model reflect who we are and what level its our creativity. My first model refect of a spiral stair case which shows i am on the steps of my most crucial time in life.

A life movie that should be watch.

I watch a movie today, Its called Stranger than Fiction, its a really good movie, and i recommended people to watch this movie, it could really change your life and the way you would think...

Sypnosis
Harold Crick (Will Farrell) is an IRS auditor who almost compulsively measures, quantifies and rationalizes his life. Suddenly, he becomes aware of a voice narrating his life, "accurately and with a better vocabulary." The voice is that of a writer we learn is struggling with writer's block (Emma Thompson), mostly about the best way to make Harold die. When Harold overhears his impending doom, he takes action, and eventually makes his way to a professor of literary theory (Dustin Hoffman), who helps him understand the implications of the narrative life he is leading. The main story line seems to be around a woman he is auditing, played by Maggie Gyllenhaal. Realizing he could die at any moment, Harold begins to break free of his limited, orderly life, and joins Gyllenhaal in a romantic relationship. He tracks down Thompson and confronts her with the truth: if she writes about his death, then he will die. But Hoffman is convinced the novel must be written as intended, and Thompson herself is ambivalent. Crick himself reads the novel and encourages her to keep the original ending, which would kill him.

Eventually, Thompson writes of the fatal accident, but makes the accident only near-fatal. "If you have someone who willingly, knowingly, goes to his death, well...isn't that the kind of person you want to keep alive?" In the end, there is an ode to Harold, Maggie, Dustin, and most of all, Harold's wristwatch.

The sad part of my journey

On my journey of this so called life, I am on the part of my most saddest moment, my mother when outstation to work internationally to afford to pay my college fees, I consider myself lucky compare those who have to work part time and study at the same time. Cause i don't, i get to study in a well educated University, and i appreciate what the college provide me and what my parent are willing to do to accomplish my dream to be an architect. But i am still sad inside and i am going to miss my mother as i am not able to see her for few years, as tears came rolling on to my cheeks, i try to be strong and not show my tears. Its was the hardest and saddess momment. We only become depress and sad when our most precious things are lost, it might be friends, close friend, relationship couple or family. But some, will not notice it, as this we are to consider them does not appreciate what we have. As i walk along, and continue my journey.... its seems going to be tougher but i am going to be strong as the day goes by. I am strong at heart and strong at body and thus i continue my journey.