Element Zero

First Day of Class

2011-01-10T19:57:00.000-08:00

First Class I attended... was awesome inspiring beginning of a new semester.
Open my eye to a whole new perspective... this means I need to read more instead of staying at Home day dreaming like an artist... instead I need to read more like an artist now... means more picture and photograph hahaha...

So first day of class introduce a solution to go "green" and avoid 2012... so what is it that can avoid 2012?

A FLOATING CITY!!

Never knew rite? When Science and Art comes in play you get something that can safe your ASS.

Its by Vincent Callebaut, no wonder last semester in design so many of my class mate were designing circle.

Tips: Don't be so fascinated with one's art design your own art seriously you learn more.

Till next time peep's~

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

Its been quite a while since I had blog something....

Been busy working and all so did't have time for myself any how I still will try my best

to update as much as I can no promises though so you peep's just have to finish here time to time

to check it out hahahahhaha....

So lately I been experimenting some software's for 3D awesome ness....

so this are the result according to the rendered scene

This is Vrayed and testing on material outcome

From left to right:

Skin, Stone, Glass, Steel

This is a living room design giving out the modern japan feeling

By the way i'm officially able to design your dream home but just f0r a conceptual stage so interested just to have a view or a picture of your dream home give me your request and I design something up for you

So till next time TTFN! peep's

Been Busy

2010-09-25T14:25:00.000-07:00

Its been few months not updating the Blog, its because I'm busy~~~ anyway I shall deliver a comic just to entertain what going on in my busy busy life...

Happy Independence Day

2010-08-30T12:49:00.000-07:00

I remember the time when I was in High School, I had no friend, but the entire school was like a family to me. The funniest things was it didn't matter whether I was Malay, Chinese, or Indian we all came together as a family of healthy boys surviving everyday at school making it the best est time we had! Laughing from jokes to jokes, having party at every end of the year~ A group hang out, watching movie together.

It was really the greatest moment of my life. We would use word like "Oi maca! bila mahu seik fan~" meaning hey when want to eat!! This was what we thought our first Malaysian language! mixture of both Chinese, Malay and Indian. We all laugh so hard that our belly would pop out.

We all went through hardship, sweat and tears together in High school. If all my past brothers reading this, let be reminded on this day! Independence day of Malaysia as what we known as Merdeka.

On the Very Day that Tunku Abdul Rahman declare late one day in providing us our freedom. Not "1" races! but the entire country and its people. Where all three main races come together and shed tear for all the hardship this country has went through. Those were the days of peace back in High School known to me only by name that I'll remember until the day I am buried 6 feet under. Methodist Boy School Kuala Lumpur. A school were by everyone of us are known as Monkey Boy School. Yes not Malaysia Best School. A school known as Monkey, no races, no religion just monkey boys who had played and laugh together from all the hardship the school had given us.

Now, today Living in the present... I feel sad reading, about religion and races problem. I no longer shed tears of joy for the past but tears of pain that our country begins to corrupt till its core. The 1 Malaysia Slogan its mockery of what I had in the past. Such a simple idea of 1 Malaysia its a virus that corrupts us all. To be the first races of the country. Such as slogan rakyat didahulukan, pencapaian di dahulukan. Its not a wrong slogan. But it does not serve its purpose as psychology its promotes negative instead of what we really want. I rather live by slogan like Monkey Boy School then 1 Malaysia. Who to blame? not pointing fingers but its shown clearly and obviously.

After the fall of the 4th president, I only have seen Malaysia falling but not raising. The people of the upper level must realize, its not slogan that give them the authorities, its not plans, its not court rooms and laws, its not the house, cars and money. Its the "People". We the people has been living under corruption for a few years. We should realize! what they had been doing. Yes its not races to blame each other. Its not religion to blame each other. All of this made happen from the origin of the one who plan it all. Realize how crappy the law and order of our country. If the dead would rise from their grave, they would tell us the truth.

Unite and Stand. They might have tools and arm forces, but we have our rights, our freedom of voice and we need its just a bit of courage to stand what we believe.

We don't want 1 Malaysia, We want Together Malaysia.
We want Rakyat Diutamakan, Pencapaian Dipentingkan.

Happy Indenpendence Day

Designer Life Part 4

2010-07-15T22:09:00.001-07:00

How do you know your in deepshit? In Life.

Here and Interesting story, Imagine your meeting/important class start at 8.00am, but your a bit hardworking and you turn up early. SO! you were in class alone and its only 7.40am. 20 minute more before the class/meeting start. Before you know it your stomach feel up sad. So WHAT your going to do? 20 minute? is it enough? You start to feel that it enough since its just going to the toilet. So you went into the toilet to do your business. After doing your business

times does flies, still have 5minute or so left, when you though your done!! The unexpected happen! There no toilet paper!! and you start feeling panic and your butt its stuck to the toilet seat as you are afraid you might do something irrational.

This is life, sometimes something unexpected happen, that we like to call do you know your in deepshit situation? So what you going to do about it? No tissue paper its Ok, find a water pipe to wash it off? there no water pipe or host! its Ok ! just find something in your wallet? maybe you left some receipt you have not throned yet... Oh crap no receipt what else can you find?? Maybe someone has throw paper around seeking somewhere to find it, still sticking your butt and

squatting down to look for something.

There always al ot of alternative to solve the deepshit problem so don't narrow your mind and think that when your in deepshit, your in deepshit.

Designer Life Part 4

I went to Klang last friday, then I guess it was not my day, cause I was in deep shit.

1st Thank god i went there early around 1pm but I was late for the site visit for 30minute due to I was lost, but it much more adventurous. Cause now I learn that Klang road and Circulation around that area is really really bad....

2nd I went solo exploring the town, it was much more fun and abit awkward cause people thing i'm a tourist from china or something.

3rd On my way back. My car glass broke suddenly when I was driving on the highway at 80 Km/h. I was really in deep shit, as I was half way from home from klang and my glass look like in the picture... Amazing rite??

4th Want to know what most amazing of all?? I made it back home safely thanks to the macdonald sticker and the road tax. And still able to drink a nice cup of tea and sleep soundly at night.

What I Been Doing lately

2010-07-06T00:13:00.000-07:00

The Visit to Bukin Tinggi French Town!

The Architecture of the place is remarkably French like awesomeness

Designer Life Part 3

2010-07-05T23:37:00.001-07:00

Have you ever got that feeling, ughh... its time to wake up in the morning and I don't want too cause I been busy doing that assignment all night long. Well that one part of a designer life, you always get to stay up really late and when the time finally offers you time to relax after finishing your assignment, its only provide you that 1 golden hour.

I read a lot of books stating, health problem occurred when they sleep less and in tremendous stress. So I ask myself why are the other designer look a OK! When I always get stomachaches and headache. Beside that I spend most of my time doing assignment. I wonder now what is time management for? Is it to spend most of my time working, you know the word work and no play makes jack a dull boy.

Hear the thing, most of the time what I do for my relaxation time would be taking up and architect book and read it passionately. Now let just say, all what i'm saying its that, never complain what your doing, cause reading back what I just wrote, its stating how passionately I'm enjoying working a lot and put myself under a lot of stress. Now what If I wrote it in another way: I had an awesome week with doing my assignment and studying all about what "i'm about to become" An Architect! even after I feel like shit and got life beaten me up like crap. Its fun to play around in what I do best "designing". The time I spend was worth it, and I feeling better doing it.

See The differences? It feels better to actually saying you enjoy doing the things that you feel that you complain so much. Often by thinking this way you will eventually make yourself very free and life would be easier to breath.

Designer Life part 3

Designer Life Part 2

2010-07-05T23:36:00.000-07:00

So today I got screw, a few days back I got the worse day ever. Step on dog shit, get wet from the rain, so tired and feeling screw. SO worse week ever? Nope its not, its an Okay day. Because All you can do when days get bad its to smile and say its okay. It be okay tomorrow, and it did. Tomorrow its going to be a better day. Because not everyday is a bad day. So i got the worse review critic of my design, but I learn a lot from those mistake I know that I need to improve. That how I become stronger each day and able to put on a smile. So why not try to see things differently, so what if your boss scolds you or people say bad things about you. Hear them out what they had to say and improve. That how you be a better person then them.

But remember do it with a smile and laughter :) because that is just how life suppose to be.

Designer Life Part 1

2010-07-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

Its been almost 2years since I had taken up Architecture, Walking back to my highschool was actually suprisingly different compared to now. What the different? Highschool was much harder, compared to University. Why is it so? I been through alot to get where I am, from a nobody to a somebody. Everyday I would hear my colleague complain of how much work they have to do, and how little time is left to finish up their work. Funny things is I had never complain much about what I'm doing rite now, this is because looking back on my road that I walk along, the Life I been through make me stronger everyday. Braking through boundaries and my own limitions to work towards an easier life. Well that why looking back, Life now its getting easier day by day. No more head breaking for exams, no more studying books after books which its hard to swallow. Now with all the skills I aqquired I had become stronger and life becomes easier to handle. Nothing seems hard, just bothersome and I'm happy I had work so hard to bring where I am now.

Life of a Designer Part1

My favorite part of Spongebob square pants

2010-05-23T13:22:00.000-07:00

WUMBO!!

WUMBO! is a word!!??

Long time no blog~

2010-05-19T21:27:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps!!...

Its been long since i blog... sorry about that... hahaha cause i been busy with one semester of degree hood!

Well anyways... nothing much to blog currently, sooo... i'm just going to display some of my work for the whole semester muahahahah... awesomely~~

Some of my floor plans i drew, so yes peeps! I can design for you a dream house like I did for this semester, free of charge! but if you ask me for professional architect work, i'm sorry you need to be charge and wait for me to graduate D: ...

Picture of police car sold in ToyCity in Midvalley OMG! You now can own a police car!! its ridiculous.

http://www.350.org

2009-11-15T12:46:00.000-08:00

Now what is 350.org you asked me? Well its a concern group of non government organization in helping to let the world leader realize how important its the important and ask for their support in reducing the Earth Carbon Amount by the Amount of 350!! yes 350 its all it takes for our planet to survive and become healthier....

I have already join myself with this group, its does not take any spending just your sincere movement of spreading this news over the net and ask them to join the cause to save the world!!

Here a Video Explaining 350

Join the cause!
Visit the Link!
http://www.350.org.com

Autumn Halloween

2009-11-15T12:41:00.000-08:00

Well its been So long since i Been posting in my Blog, Hahahaha, Firstly forgive me my readers as I'had been busy to post, so~ As the tittle stated, its Halloween, and in Malaysia, MY all~ we ain't no celebrate halloween, but My girlfriend had and Idea!! After my sister ask her what Halloween feels like?

So We had a small family party just to show her how it feels like to have a Halloween Party by simple snacks and cake! Cake!!...

Petrolness~

2009-09-23T09:33:00.000-07:00

As I start my morning drive as usual, I notice my petrol its at fuel's warning. This indicated me to fill up and feed my car, so i drove to the nearest petrol station and pump it with... petrol, not just any petrol its the NEW! and IMPROVE RON 95!!

Yes!! it the New and Improve Formula RON 95!! with cheaper rate and fuel efficiency!! Yes you heard it rite! in every outlet it stated help's save!!!~ it help save's at the rate of RM 1.80 per litter!

So i got WOW! that like buying gold at a cheap price! so I pump it with the New and Improve Formula RON 95!

So after pumping it with RON 95!! I started my journey, as i drove and drove it seems normal until after driving home I notice something really amazing happen!! My fuel's warning started again!! and I was like WTF! I just pump~!~!

SO! what the word again?? mmmm yea! help's save!! I went back to the petrol station this time and PUMP RON 97, this time I notice its long lasting and has more power!!

Am I dreaming or I just got ripped off, if i use the petrol regularly mean's i'm actually paying double in price for the petrol. SO! where the help saving part?

Architecture Modeling Assignment

2009-09-16T10:54:00.000-07:00

Its been almost 5 month since I started my first sem degree, its seem after being through foundation(hell) degree becomes a breeze... Seriously!! But it those not mean that breeze for others.
I remember there a article regarding architecture student that i saw, it goes something like this:

If you are architecture students you've probably experienced:-the taste of wood glue

-changes in your vocabulary: homework to project, ball to sphere, etc
-you don't understand how somebody can spend less than $20 at the supplies store
-you hate people telling you "go to sleep" or "do you still have a lot of work?"
-your friends and you don't have the same concept of wo

rk "oh, well do it right before class"-you've slept more than 20 straight hours on weekends
-you can easily discuss with authority the effects of caffeine on different drinks
-no matter the effort you put in a project, somebody will always say “why don’t you add this? or “why don’t you change this here? or “i think that…but…yeah, its ok?
-you’ve heard all your ipod songs in a week
-you aren’t seen in public without bags under your eyes
-whenever you get invited somewhere, it is followed by “or do you have a lot of homework??
-you’ll dance ymca with a choreography without a drop of alcohol in your system
-you write down a quick message with rapidographs, lead holders, markers and ink
-you constantly make up excuses for courses that are not design related why you didn’t do your work-you have more pictures of landscapes and places than of people-your worst nightmare consists of not finishing a project
-someone once called you “lazy? and you wanted them murdered
-you can live without human contact, sunlight, food, but if your plotter’s ink runs out… chaos!!!
-when somebody lends you a Bic pen you look down at it
-you don’t care about sports cars, your favorite car is the one where you can put in your model and your huge computer-you design spectacular things without the idea of the cost
-you have the modern mark: a blister in your palm’s hand for the constant use of your mouse
-everybody tells you how they admire your work, “but there is no money for it?
-you’ve gained the ability to sleep in whatever surface: pencils, keyboards, backpacks, your studio mates, food, etc
-you always have the idea that your project will always be recognized-when you finally have free time to go out you keep thinking “who was the idiot that designed the restaurant’s bathroom?? “who designed this menu?? or “who designed this chair, table, lighting, fork, etc?-you've been at many sunrises, yet you've never seen one
-you need to read all this in a facebook group to realize how weird your life is

Branko Stankovic & Jason McGee posted this... I thought it was awesome!

top 10 reasons why to date an architect

1. all night long, all night strong.
2. we are damn good with our hands.
3. if we can commit to chipboard, relationships should be easy.
4. you should see the things we errect.5. use to doing things over and over again.6. finishing early never happenes.
7. we know the true meaning of interpretation
8. creative positioning.
9. work well in groups
10. entry and passage are always exciting.

NOW with going green architecture~

We Need to think enviromental friendly, when we waste all our wastage making mock up models

Going Green?!~

2009-09-10T22:34:00.000-07:00

Taking the remote, switching the the T.V~ and what pop's out? the discovery channel~ As the channel its introducing a new method to save the enviroment by burying carbon gas in our atmosphere into the deep ocean.

As i think for a second, by switching on the television I had wasted an amount of nonrenewable energy.

SO!~ what and how we are suppose to go green?? or help the enviroment?
So~ I ask my friend "GOOGLE" and thus tips pops out on how to solve the enviroment problem.

Adopt Something.
An animal, a stream, a whale. There's almost no limit to the number of environmental causes to which you, your friends, or your class can turn.
Avoid Fast Food.

Bike Instead Of Ride.
Riding your bike instead of riding in a car saves energy and reduces pollution, of course. But it is also fun! That makes it a double benefit.
Boycott A Product.
Choose something that you feel is not good for the environment. Once you decide not to buy it, write a letter to the company's president (the address is often right on the package) and tell him or her why you have decided not to buy the product anymore. If lots of people did this, companies would start making more environmentally responsible products!

Buy Products Made Of Recycled Paper.
How can you tell if a package is recycled? Look right on the package. Many have specific claims, such as "made of 100 percent recycled material." However, some recycled packages don't advertise this fact, although there are ways you can find out for yourself. For example, when shopping for cereal, cookies, crackers, and other groceries packaged in cardboard boxes, make sure boxes are made from recycled paper. If the underside is gray or dark brown, the cardboard is made of recycled material. If it's white, it is made of unrecycled material.
Change A Light Bulb.
By replacing a standard bulb with a compact fluorescent one you will get more light for less money and save a lot of energy.
Clean Up A Stream Or Park.
Get a group of people together and find a stream or park that needs some tender loving care. Arrange for everyone to meet at a specific time to pick up the trash, weed, perhaps even plant some flowers. Ask local business to donate money, tools, or other supplies you'll need for the task. You also should invite a newspaper reporter or TV news team to come along and report on the event. Make sure to check with the proper local authority in charge of the stream or park to get permission so you are sure not to break any laws.

Close The Refrigerator Door.
By leaving it open for just a few extra seconds, you waste a lot of energy. Decide what you want before you open the refrigerator door. Then get it and close the door right away.

Collect Aluminum Cans.
You might raise a lot of money in the process. The best thing is to combine this with your stream or park cleanup (see above). Sell the cans you collect to a local aluminum recycler and use the money for something fun! Or donate the money to a worthy environmental organization (see below).

Contribute To A Good Cause.
You don't have to contribute a lot of money. In fact, you don't have to contribute money at all. A local environmental group probably can use your and your friends' help in a variety of ways. By volunteering for just a few hours a week, you'll be making a worthwhile contribution to the environment. It will make you feel really good!

Create A Compost Pile.
It's easy to do. Find a corner of the yard that's out of the way. Carefully throw food wastes (leftovers, eggshells, coffee grounds, spoiled vegetables, etc.) into a pile and mix with dirt. Every week or so, turn the pile over with a shovel to give it more air. In a few weeks, it will turn into a rich, nutrition soil that will help plants grow. Just think: What used to be "garbage" is now a valuable substance!

Cut Down On Packaging.
We've already given you several ways to do this. Keep in mind that about half of what we throw away is packaging. By buying products that have as little packaging as possible, you can help to reduce those mountains of trash.

and the list goes on~ SO! there so many things we can think of when comes to helping the enviroment. So are you doing your part? In helping the enviroment? cause same as you i want the earth remain clean and beautiful

31st August 2009 (Its here again!) Patrotic Fever!

2009-08-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

When tourist visit our country on the 31st! they are surprise on what going on. What the surprise? Its the Patriotic Fever. On the 31st its the date we?(The Rakyat Lah~) celebrate our independence day or what known as MERDEKA!

Ask WIKIPEDIAHari Merdeka (Independence Day) is a national day of Malaysia commemorating the independence of the Federation of Malaya from British colonial rule, celebrated on August 31. In a wider context, it is to celebrate the formation of Malaysia.

Transform

2009-08-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

The Word Transform has the meaning of changing from a simple form into a newer usually better form, that where the idea Transformer the movie come from. As my University started long ago, lots of assignment has finally rush in~ So I'll be using the theme transform as a medium to show case some of the model assignment time by time, sorry for the late updates~ been busy :P

Hope my fan still follow this blog XD

The Legendary Hero

2009-07-14T09:05:00.001-07:00

Every knows of him~

Every Talks about him~

But! No one see him as I do.

He was no ordinary man. He was an inspiration on how to change the world. It was by inspirational words. Not by speech~ But by music.

Who am i talking about? I'm talking about the king of POP!

I know its been quite somewhile before he Rest in Peace. But I want to share on how I see him.

I listen to his music when i was a kid.

His music means something, and has a deep moral value. Music nowadays its only for entertaining purpose. Its only used for people to get high! yes High! no value, no meaning at all. I don't mind paying for music like Michael jackson. Cause it has a value! Music with a meaning/message.

Here my word, and my white candle. Hoping to see my inspirational hero in Heaven. His not just an ordinary man. He's a man who had changed the world with his music and moonwalk~

Archidex 2009

2009-07-05T21:06:00.000-07:00

Firstly! I'm sorry for my reader, that i did't post any new updates for the last month as I have been searching something to blog about, and currently I am happy being in relationship with my beautiful wife.

Firstly, I'm announcing My Own Logo for future use.

Secondly for this month Issue I would be talking about Archidex 2009! As I'm a architecture student.

Design, Creation, Invention, Science and Art, all in one. Archidex is an annual event held every year. This convention/exhibition its similiar to pc fair! but the difference? Its all about building and the world of construction... Its a very educational event to go for architects/interior student who plans on taking on the world of buildings.

Sadly~ Not many student are interested in knowing things in this kind of event, As for the bad comments of this exhibition?

They should include student by giving them a special tag too instead of a sticker saying visitor.

Afterall architect/interior student also will one day be architect rite?

Unbreakerble Glass! Amazing?? Its carrying more then 10 tons of weight!

New Sime Darby Building Plan

Taylor "College" work on display

Random Picture

Something Unexpected

2009-05-27T10:57:00.000-07:00

This is a really good video i come across do watch it before reading my comments

Sometimes in life Unexpected things happen. Maybe your soul mate its just 1block away from you, and in our busy life we just never notice them. Unexpetedly, like a magnet you both meet in a unexpected way. Guess what.. its one funny way that you both shall remember forever.

and another cool video~ Check it out~ this is how I see the world.

If you able to see it this way, Life becomes beautifull and easy.

My Drafting Table

2009-04-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

An Architecture friend is the T-Ruller, The Adjustable Set Square and most of all a drafting table.

I got my drafting table at the cost of RM 259!!~ that was sure chear rite? hahahaha, i like the timble frame natural look, it sure look cool and neat, I'm so happy to actually got a drafting table. This is for sure I will appriciated the table until i'm 6th feet under... but i wont let reader of my blog know where i bought it, hahaha if wanna know about it PM me.

Measurements:

dimension 130 cm x 70 cm

height: top part maximum 80cm ~ 90cm

bottom 60cm

A day at the IKEA

2009-04-24T09:22:00.000-07:00

Today I went to IKEA, In search of my friend the "drafting table" so I went there driving with two of my sister... Its was a long journey there and tolls as well as petrol that cost RM 15!!~ its okay...

So I drove there, and went searching for the drafting table. I went to take the catalog to see what their merchandies. Awesome design! I found a few nice funiture but was not what i been looking for, so I went to the customer information area and ask whether do they sell a drafting table.

So the person guide me and show me... Not a drafting table but a table that's adjustable!!~

and you need to buy two of their leg~ for table leg and the board surface as the table top. It cost RM 299 all together.

In my amazement, Ikea a well know funiture shop does not sell what we architect need's. A drafting table.. ah well it was just my luck i guess, so now i am going hunting for drafting table to be bought.. but i did get a matress from Ikea for my little sister, so its a worth journey and appriciated the moments there.

Genesis Substance Zero Launch

2009-04-23T13:58:00.000-07:00

So what is Genesis Substance Zero?

Genesis brings the meaning of coming of age, the begining or origin of everything. The begining of something new in philosopher term. Genesis Substance Zero its the begining of Zero Substance Philosophy of life.

In today mordern society, the younger generation has lost their way too easily and moral value as well as civilized attitude had been abandon slowly. Is it the educational method problem? or the parent who brought up their children wrongly? With lack of information given in today child on how to be a good person, more and more bad person are apearing. Smoking, Clubbing, Gangsterism, Informallitally. This are the smallest of issue, the big issue is terorist, murder, rape as well as corrupition.

This post is to realize people that genesis substance zero its about realizing from the begining of what it means to start from Zero, Nothing..

To start with the thought of the day, show respect to the elderly even when their one year age older then you are, their still older in the sense they learn more about life then you do.

A Hero

2009-04-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

The earth we lived in, its dying. Maybe some people have not notice, some who notice but yet did't wish to fight to save the world. A war its going on and the earth its polluted. In dying needs of a hero.

I willing to devoted my life in making sure the earth will be in a beautifull state for my young generation. I am willing to be the hero in

my story in making sure the world is clean.

But yet the world, still lives in egoistic policy and arrogant ignorance of the disasters. Its those not take one man to be a hero to change the world. It takes all over the world in making sure this does not happen in the near future.

Ladies and Gentleman, the earth its at its 11.59 hour. Its not 11 anymore, as you can see how much the weather has change. So will you stand up with me against all arrogant and egoistic people in making the world a better place to lived? Or are you going to join forces with them in making sure earth destruction hour. Where shall you stand? I shall stand for what rite and what good for mankind, in making sure there shall be a future to be proud of.

What is Love?

2009-04-13T13:24:00.001-07:00

Watch the video before reading. Thank you.

Nowadays I been going around hearing people talking complaining the small things about how unperfect their boyfriends are, or how they make small little mistake like coming late. Well truthfully I walk Life, As life is beautifull not because of the perfect things like sunny shine or the smell of beautifull flowers. NO!

I see life beautifull, the same way I see beauty in a person through his/her imperfection. Instead of loving sunshine, I love the rain more, instead of flowers smell, i preffer the smell or the ordour that stinks. Instead of sad experience people trying to avoid, I receive them as they come. Because Life its not all about the good things but the bad things that makes it beautifull.

I guess as I still walk in the route in this world, I will keep learning new things everyday. And its true. I learn how to smile even more then I used too, I learn how to accept the imperfection of others. I learn how to be happy that the most important lesson I learned. But, After this video, i realize i been loving people for their imperfection as well.

I think its time that people should do the same, and start understanding each other for a better world.

I hope someday, I would find someone that I would be happy with their imperfection.

A day at the PC Fair

2009-04-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

PC fair 2009, its not about buying ot sellingIts about getting the most customer! that rite! its a war zone for 4 serious booth with some issue!

Maxis, Celcom, Digi, and Umobile. Not to mention another 3 serious broad band P1, Celcom and Maxis. I mean seriously that place its like a war zone of getting the most customer.

Anyway other then that, the PC fair was awesome althought its was a bit crowded when i went there, compare to the last time i went there. I was packing like sadine, the day i go pc fair was to buy a

sony Vaio for my sister cristal and a nintendo Wii for my younger sister. Well the Wii was a bonus to the family. Anyway all i got was a good time and a mouse since i needed one since the old one was not sensitive anymore.

Anyway its an awesome day I had at the PC fair.

Nintendo Wii

The New Blog Opening

2009-04-06T05:29:00.000-07:00

http://neolegacydesign.blogspot.com/

Hello everyone its been some time since i blog something,

guess what! I made a new blog to help out you people in designing work.

Hope you pay a visit in this new blog and check out the cool new design and work

If you have any special Request you can ask me for personal help in designing

No charges depends on the design work.

Peace out~

A Beautifull Story, I had a tear shed

2009-03-30T12:12:00.000-07:00

This is a story I readed at a forum, It was a touching and beautifull story.

The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23.
The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US .
Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication.
In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of chemo to end.

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care

of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that Katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well.

The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see their son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening to a song from her husband and friends

At the reception, Katie had to take a few rests. The pain did not allow her to stand for long periods

Katie died five days after her wedding day. With a smile

Watching a woman so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think.....
Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it lasts .
We should stop making our lives complicated.

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

From this story I begin to see a glipse of what its the meaning of true love dont you think so?

May Katie Rest in Peace and May Nick Find Happiness

Earth Hour

2009-03-28T07:04:00.000-07:00

So did it happen?? See it did! A number of people decided to turn off their lights!

Even me I dota in the Dark!

The World

2009-03-26T13:27:00.000-07:00

The world its beautifull, as so is life on Earth dont you agree?
To me Life its like a story, and we are the universe creation,.. well okay we are god creation to some. We walk life on earth, the daily stress we go throught, the misery, the tears, sadness, dramas, but hey! look up that what makes life beautifull? dont you think so? We learn from sad situation, we learn from our mistakes, maybe repeating and remembering the things we do wrong. We human/people always regret things we did or did't do, the action and oppurtunities that were not taken, action that is taken that did't come out the result your hopping for. But that what makes life beautifull,.. For 6month, i came to realize I have been changing, walking down the path I have choosen and you know what makes me happy?

Well its the oppurtunities to make things rite and do the rite things, that i know myself its rite, and I always get what i want, how? Its a secret of the Law of attraction, I always keep a steedy happy mind. Now what more beautifull? well here what I can tell you. Everyone wants a greener earth rite? A healthy atmosphere, Here one thing that shall amaze you all. On the 28 of March 2009, a number of population will close their lights at 8.00pm, this is prove of people that get what they want. To those who has lost them self, and says nothing goes my way? well here and oppurtunity for you.

WE GET WHAT WE WANT IF WE MAKE IT HAPPEN!

And to prove this theory, I want a greener healthy earth, so I have decided to turn off my lights on 28 March 2009 at 8apm for an hour, Cause majority of people going to join me to vote and make what i want a reality, so are you going to make a different and make it happen? or you going to just believe things come out from air? make it happen with me, cause this is to prove life is beautifull, and there are still beautifull people out there.

Another Cousin Wedding...

2009-03-25T11:06:00.000-07:00

Family photo

Have you been for a chinese wedding dinner before? Well this is one of the chinese wedding i been for as a 20 year old.

It was my cousin sister wedding, it makes me wonder how usually people ended up from a relationship to marriage. Anyway the wedding was romantic with a romantic video display. Its about the 2 couple story.

Well anyway. I wanted to be engange in the future even thinking of about starting a family makes me excited somehow. But that would be some time, still need to earn money... i bet even having the dress and photo shot would cost at least Rm150 K, not to mention the honey moon rite? .... anyway the wedding dinner, I ate alot...

I am sitting with one family, 1 guy cousin and 3 girl cousin including my 2 sister. the family consist of a Dad, mom and a son. Most of the food i ate it all, aih... made me fat abit.

some more i was quite tired that time...

this picture got taken secretly by sister sitting next to me

look abit dead face haha....

Single life

2009-03-23T12:38:00.000-07:00

Its finally time to blog about this,

Its been 6month if I last recall my final broke up with Celine.

I guess its is the hardest moment in life, but hey every moment its like a story rite?

hahaha.

Kinda really found who I am in this past few months, and doing self discovery. Remembering back, I think it was a beautifull thing i went through esspecially with friends and everyone cheering me up. Begin to "mature" in my own pathway. Finally on my feet again, thank you to does who had help me in my hard time.

So currently single for 6month, as I came to my thoughts when I hanging out with my sister Cristal Ng when was the last time i really fallen in love? I guess it was during my first ex. Wow that was like when I was 12years old when I met Christina. If people would asked me whether did I regret loving Celine? Well I would say I did't, I will never regret loving someone. But I do regret saying those hurtfull words towards hopping her to change for the better when I was the one change to the worst.

Like they say, we always regret things we do and things we did't do. I guess in the end, I could not forgive myself for what I done towards Celine, if i could i would still ask her to forgive me. Well now single and available, that kinda let me think alot as well.

I was not who I was when I first come into college, hanging out with the wrong gang, becoming more violent. The time spend alone was worth it in this 3 month, I begin remembering back who I was in Highschool. Hey, I come from a well known Highschool, being the most dicipline as well as most caliber, my goal when I was studying, was just getting certificate and being an overall champion. Now in college, after being corrupted, its become more clear to me I was drowning into my own grief and desire. I'm begining my degree in June, so I be returning to whom i really am, A normal geeky guy who focus only on studies and friends.

My success was not all the post I held in clubs and society in highschool, it was who I am being humble and honest to everyone. That why people see me as the boy who has the innocent face, Yea I remember Weiyan, Woei Lim, Chee Keen, Eric Kuan, Inthiren, Kevinderjit, A few friends. The innocent boy who studies and tell jokes.

Well All i hope now its that i could really ask for forgiveness among those i have hurt. And i would like to thank my three great friends i meet in University, Matthew, Kendrik and Ashley.

Hope to see you all in JUNE!

P/S: Single life kinda boring, i would spend my time with someone i love who love me back. =p

My big sis tag me!! wuwuw~

2009-02-13T05:03:00.000-08:00

Rules:

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
At the end, choose as much people as u like to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tagged you, it's becuse I want to know more about you!

1. Love to write and read, as i think intelligent its important

2. I love sentimental and oldies, not cause i'm old cause i dont like loud noises

3. Clubbing, Smoking, Drinking its very bad for me! so dont ask me to try those stuff cause its definately out in my life!

4. Having an Family Oriented Mind, I would want to be married when i'm 27

5. I think architecture its awesome with the combination of ART and SCIENCE!

6. Childish and Mindless people annoys me

7. I believe that dream do come true if you work hard for it

8. I will never give up on anything, just letting go ...

9. I always do the hardest things in Life, and never take short cuts

10. I will always have reason for doing something wrong and will always admit I am wrong.

11. People thinks they take me things for granted, but the truth its because i have respect for myself and dignity that prevents me from punching them in the face

12. I never use violence to solve problems, I will used comprimise and talking things out to solve it.

13. Win Win situation its always best for me

14. I love starbucks coffee, still a coffee adict which want to quit...

15. I believe Death its the greatest gift about life, after you die from old age...

16. Books are my friends...

17. I love to sketch and draw and design... now you know why architecture

18. I make friends easily as the come by, Just say Hi and Smile

19. When I think you not worth being a friend, that it your no longer my friend... I still talk to you out of respect

20. Its hard to make me angry or piss off unless your one of the childish and mindless fools

21. Intelligent always win brawn, that what i believe

22. Leaders to me are ordinary people doing extra ordinary responsibility

23. Love its a very beautifull and blissfull thing for me, not only for couple but others

24. I dont judge people... no time for judging~ if i did i would be studying lawyer

25. I live in a simple and happy life with full of appriciation and not so much of complain

I TAG!!

Shiro

My sister Crystal

Kinky

Kendrik

Confession of A wonderer~

2009-02-01T11:22:00.001-08:00

Its been a while since i blog something about myself.

It feels kinda funny, especially when I'm hearing some sweet songs

I been lost lately of who i am and were

Truth is I became something that I hated Someone

Looking myself in the mirror kinda made me see

Not who I had become, but its always there a image of who I really Am

I been the through what people would say the hardest Life

Parents fighting, From Rich to Poor, Near to death

Hopeless, Growing up without a role model dad's

I guess its does not matter, Cause Human are very strange

we are able to survive the hardest things that life could throw at us.

Its the normal instinct to survive that make us who we are.

I survive the hardest of time esspecially growing up with no many friends

That why i really appriciate friends who really do care about me

I treat them like brother or sisters

I was lucky, there so many people who cares for me during my hard time.

Not only from my parent who fought among each others

but from siblings as well as family from outside even friends parents.

Now I'm In college after so much hard life

Thought it would be different cause i could pretend to be someone

Just so i could have more friends or people to like me.

I been Lying to myself of Who I really Am and eventually becomes another person.

But after along painfull experience of a wake up call

I came to realize, I want people to like me for who i am

for the rite reason and not the wrong ones.

So I began the journey to find my oldself who has more proudness to be.

Yeap I founded Him it was not easy

I had to get few slaps and scolding from old friends as well as new ones.

But now, at this moment I feel proud of who I am

A nerdish, hardworking, so called nOOb

Yeap I have return to my oldself

and if YOU are reading this

i would like you to help me pass a message to those who i had hurt:

I hope you accept my humble appology

and I would be much appriciated if you would talk to me again.

Sincerely

Coporal. Andrew Foo

MERCY!

2009-01-30T12:22:00.000-08:00

Tag Game

I tag Ashley, Cristal, Hooi Ching

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 3 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Likin Park - The Little Thing You Gave Away

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Simple Plan - Generation

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Linkin Park - Part of Me

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Sayla ft. Dina - Whoopsie

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Justin Timberlake - Rock Your Body (XD yeah baby come here~)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
ATC - I'm In Heaven

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Shaggy - I like to move it move it (OMG I like to move it) why so serious?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Shaggy - Boombastic

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
David Archuleta - Crush ( DUH~ 2girl 2 guy its a crush)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Cascada - Everytime we Touch

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY
Rihana - Let Me

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Ashley Tisdate - Over it

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing at all

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Boney M - Rasputin

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Jordin Sparks - One Step at A time

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Shaggy - Angel

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Shayde Ward - Breathless

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Linkin Park - Runaway

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Jillian - Within temptation

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Duffy - Mercy

14th January 2009

2009-01-14T08:33:00.000-08:00

14th January 2009

A date to remember, As a guy~
A very important date for me! and a happy one indeed!
As a simple guy for me,
I didt expect much, nor expect more on this date...
For me the greatest gift just was a simple wish!
From those who cares and love me~
Friend & Family whoes true at heart!
Remember You did something that someone else can't!

You wish me Happy Birthday, that was the greatest gift
The happiest one i can receive! SO! i thank you all for you effort to wish me!
A word so deep!

Thank you!! XD

Early birds!!

-Low Weiyan

-Low Su teng

-Ashley

-Kelvin Koo

-Loh Sim Yi

-Beh Nia

-Tan Wai Ling

-Nicole

-Cristal Ng

-My Sisters!

-Carmen Loke

-Matthew Tan

-Eclaire (hope i did't spell wrongly)

-Renee

-Gwen

-KiM YeN-

-Wan Lih

-Barathan

-Eddy

-Dante Ting

-Jeffery

-Ho Woei Lim

-Evelyn

- Valerie

-Miss Sujit (Awesome Lecturer)

-Kendrik

-Grace Ong

-Key To my hEart ( in Facebook)

-Elaine Lim ( nEarly Forgot)

-Leeling-

-Vinnie.C-

-*My MOM*-

-Liew Jing Yi-

P/S List not complete

sorry i forgotten

Wall of Shame!

Those of you who did't even bother to greet me, Shame of you!!!

Remember it only take a few sen for an sms, a few sec for a msn message, a few energy to greet someone!

How shamefull to be someone like you

YOU KNOW IT YOURSELF!

Merry Chritmas Greetings

2008-12-06T11:46:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps~! Sorry its been such a long time since i started bloggin~~ Well its hard to find interesting stories as well as infomation to talk about~ So i been scouting for a few for this Merry Chritmas event!~

First~~~

Present to be getting....

To those who seeks for the extra edge to help in life problem you can get a book called The Secret by Rhonda Byrne... they come in DVD as well! how cool its that!! This book its really a life transforming experience trust me~!!! XD

Second~~~

Romantic Candle Light Dinner spot for Love BIRDS in KL~~

Have you heard how of a place called Ampang View Point in KL~

Hahaha its a great place to go... you are able to view the whole KL in a very beautifull romantic atmosphere~~ Best place to celebrate chritmas eve with your love ones~

But this place is a secret~! therefore those who want to go email me for futher info =p

Third and Last

Its a greeting from your bLogger~ Andrew

Merry Chirtmas with Lots of LOVE~!! ^^

Signing off~~

Taken Road~

2008-11-04T09:58:00.000-08:00

I taken the road and walk down the path and to my amaze what the path answer was given, A confusing answer... Whether i should continue down this path which could lead me to an unexpected or expeted answer, Or should i give up and walk away.... But, I am different... I dont give up, so now i continue the walk and wondering where it shall lead me.... Even whatever the outcome I shall walk down this path, I shall wait for the answer... I want to know whether the path feels the same way or i am rejected as expected. I shall walk this path that i choosen and i shall know what ever answer shall it be given.

Oppurtunity

2008-10-30T12:18:00.000-07:00

Life has many path, its the one we make that difines who we are in this world~ Each path leads to a different story. The choices I made in my life went i look back was always different. Either way, the oppurtunity was given, and i took it. I move one step forward, i did something that i though its wrong but yet to others it seem its rite. But as long she there, i feel that the path i choose was the one i wont regret. Now there an oppurtunity opening slowly... I may or may not have a chance to be with her. But i know for sure oppurtunity is going to know my door soon, its a matter of time whether i am aware of it and patience to wait for it. Soon i might have the answer which shall unlock my crying heart... I hope she the one that shall un lock it.

witness a creation~

2008-10-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

Haha, its been such a long time since i blog something~!! Well anyway~!

Tadaa!~ Here comes a new design idea~!! Now we as architect what is our most important tool?? Of cause the T ruler~ and the adjustable triangle ruller? WHAT ELSE?? of cause the main part of all the equipment the pencil~!!

Now here where my creation comes in play.... You know the problem with pencil?? it keeps rooling down the drafting table or bothers our drafting process... well worry no more let me introduce you the new creation....

What do you get by combining a pencil case and a belt case... tadaa you got a belt pencil casing... now u can keep ur pencil Like a mighty sword~

In the picture its just a prototype~ wait till i make some improvement

The funny story

2008-10-01T05:15:00.001-07:00

Some might see holiday as a fun time, You spend with your family, with friends, with girlfriend,, heck true rite?? haha.. But i found it funny, i dont seem to enjoy holidays... maybe because i always see myself being alone or not doing much in this day... for me during holiday time passes by slow, as hours seems to be days... funny feeling...

It feel like, Sometimes, i would imagine myself stading in a lonely street snowing and me looking up to the darkblack skies and people walk by me. Its kinda sad thing to imagine but i dont find it sad or lonely. I know i'm weird... I find it comforting and happy. That very moment, being alone dont seems to be sad, the snow touching my face.... the air that so cold it can froze my heart. Maybe the cold air might kill my emotion. Emotional feelings, how much i hate them. I want to be very happy all the time. Always looking at a bright future, seeing the world differently i guess.

I'm not sad for those who dont understand me, or what i'm saying. I find it comforting sometimes being alone and time passes by me slow. But i preffer that time flies as fast as they can... but hey you know what they say... enjoy every moment to the fullest. And i'm enjoying the holiday that sounds so sad. Its comforting and happy.

I'm Laughing

2008-09-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

I used to be looked down by senior, teachers and so called friends in High School, Now in college/university i experiece the same things~ people are so different but yet to me some are the same, with different personalities. So may pretend to love and care about you but they dont, some may be harsh and insult you but they are the ones who cares and love you. Amazing how human personality works in this world. But opening my eyes to the world makes me understand what i learned all this while. Just that i been so arrogant, i should not easily trust in people, everyone has a different story to tell, everyone has their own point of view. Well this goes out to those who looks down on me before last time....

I had achieve the impossible, I had achieve greatness, I had achieve things i could not imagine i could do, So what had you all achieve in life?? Those who looks down on me last time... I'm laughing at your face rite now... figure of speech~~~ and those now, who see me that you think i am to be, you better think again, yes its a thread and warning, i can be great friend but i can be your worst and dangerous enemy so you all better watched out!!! try something stupid like spreading rumour of me will get you one passage way to dangerous zone~ Get ME!!!

Just Ordinary

2008-09-10T11:30:00.000-07:00

Today as usual, another boring day... Its kinda funny when you could think alof of things when your alone in a room. Today was the first meeting for the society. I felt that the member are not really In the mood or active maybe because its their first day starting to know people around as well as not familiar with the senior. Today its quite a fun day as usualy always laughing with friend, Thanks gang~!! First time in life got a gang that i can call my own. Rachel, Kah Khin, Wai Kang, Gim Kiang, Elaine, Swee Ping, Pik Kae, See Ting. I guess i finally found a place of my own as well people who could understand and be with me happily.

A few day, something had been bothering me quite a while. Am I thinking too much, but i feel that god is playing a trick with me or just that its coincidence that I met her always. Maybe she going around college but its kinda weird when you could see them often. Today in Class was the one of those coincidence. When I was walking out the door, there she was walking back into class?? at we stood there facing each other, but i could not face her, all I could do is walk away. I guess its too hurt to see her, and piece of me died there. A feeling of disapointment, Maybe its god way of telling me something? or just a coincidence...

Sometimes do you ever wonder? why such good things have to come to end someday?? but i believe its never meant to end... Its the person who decide their oppurtunity of keeping something good or letting it go. I for one not going to let go of all those oppurtunity.

A Song which touch me~

2008-09-06T11:47:00.000-07:00

I couldn't live without you, no.

Couldn't see myself without you but it's over now.

I'm lost when I'm without you, yeah.

My heart just doesn't beat the same, I ain't got no one to blame.

And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own.

Like the lyrics of a sad song, I was feeling so wrong.

If you could only hear the words I say.

When your heart beats beside me.

Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay.

You'll be okay.

(Okay, o-o-okay, okay, o-o-okay)

If I could turn back to us (Mm, oh)

Then maybe I could change the way I was.

Just to prove it to us, I can be all the man you need.

And you're still the only woman for me.

And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own.

Like the lyrics of a sad song, I was feeling so wrong.

If you could only hear the words I say.

When your heart beats beside me.

Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay.

You'll be okay.V- let me in man.

(Yo, that you'll be okay)I'm here to show you, here to be okay.

She had left me so sick like Ne-Yo say, damn.I'ma need a couple minutes to bounce back.

Love is more important then the money I found (yeah)

But it was too late, baby I know now.

When I saw you standing by the door like go now.

So cold like a snow cloud, so slow merry-go-round.

And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own.(x2)

Like the lyrics of a sad song, I was feeling so wrong.

If you could only hear the words I say.

When your heart beats beside me.

Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay.

You'll be okay.(Oh, no. You'll be okay)(Okay, o-o-okay, tell me you'll be okay, okay, o-o-okay)

After a Long road of breaking up I can finally tell myself i'll be okay~

I think i fallen for someone~ hope she looks my way XD

A blast from the past~!

2008-09-04T08:25:00.000-07:00

Haha it been a while now, but i had decided, to reform the Architecture Asscociation for our UCSI campus. ALthought it said to be still active but in my eyes it dead without any activities organize. Kinda lame to call themself Association when did't do anything public.

I heard a song which its open my eyes.
Why do we hurt the one we love so bad? But when comes to love its not what it seems,
I hurt someone so bad maybe cause i love her too much. But i guess sometimes when comes to a brake up, the easiest word is too say Good Bye. During this situation both side will cry. Its comment sense nobody feel happy in a brake up. Who knows hahaha. But i'm glad is over and memories fade away slowly sooner i might not recognize her anymore (Being Emo) Whoops hahaa

anyway nothing special boring today the same old boring life~

My World, My Choice

2008-09-02T10:43:00.000-07:00

Its been such along time I been running away from myself and not accepting the fact of who I am, But now I got to stop running, even though I love the sport. This Blog is Mainly suppose to be my journal or diary about my life instead I turn it into a food menu, I remember when my friend told me to blog something interesting instead of my Life, Now I understand what she means, well bloggin of food was a way for me to run away and doing something which is not my own will. So now i am going to blog abit about my daily life, and also about what is interesting to me.

Bei Jing Olympic was just the recent event that i found amazing~ too bad i was not there to see it, instead of watching in a TV box, but in the future there a posibility of me cathing it in London~ haha i want to visit my mom as well as going with her to watch the olympic, she working at london been talking to her recently. Love to know that she still cares of me, and msot of all i care for her.

Broke up few month ago, it took a really huge hit on me, but what to do... I just meet the wrong girl, but this is life we learn to see things for who they are and move on. If people were to ask me whether i still love her or not after what she did to me, My answer is Yes, even when she that kind of girl, i still manage to love and accept her for who she is. Hey I am an unconditionaly lover, hehe nothing can make not love someone. I hate to hate. haha

Well nothing particular happen to my life rite now, just that the start of a new semester, with only two classes. I still remember what i said to myself, every semester is a brand new chapter of my story. I had a great semester last time althought it did't ended what that i had plan. Afterall there always a twist in the story. But it ended happily, I had my very own gang now in Architect hehe. I meet new people and now another story is to be told.

Moon Cake Festival Around the corner~

2008-08-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

Its that time of year again~ All couple listen up~!! ^^ moon cake is here again~~ its the best romantic time to spend with your darlings and dear~~ But of cause not only for couple la, friends as well as family... what makes it so special?? Well its an tradisional chinese festival with lantern and moon cake, celebrating the mid Autumn festival

Mooncakes are a Chinese pastry traditionally eaten during the Mid-Autumn Festival. Typical mooncakes are round or rectangular pastries, measuring about 10 cm in diameter and 4-5 cm thick. A thick filling usually made from lotus seed paste is surrounded by a relatively thin (2-3 mm) crust and may contain yolks from salted duck eggs. Mooncakes are rich, heavy, and dense compared with most Western cakes and pastries. They are usually eaten in small wedges accompanied by Chinese tea.

Reference: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mooncake

My Design~

2008-08-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

Haha finally something not related to food, its been a while to post something that always related to food, its get boring sooner or later, so this time its my design instead,

My design its called the Zen Flower ( purify FLower)

This sem has been my happiest semester since i arrive in UCSI... i meet new friends and even well almost found the one for me hahaha... A flower which reflects my memories, it was ugly at first and soon becomes purify with purity. With this a Sonnet~
Life to some, its like a roller coaster

But to me, Life but a flower,

You may not love me now,

but you used to Love me long ago,

Thank you for the happiest Memories you gave me,

when you said you could not make me happy,

But its time to move on,

as the Zen Flower finally opens,

My love for you its like A flower

Sooner or later its will dies

But the memories and beauty of the Flower

still Live on in my mind with the feelings i keep inside

Baskin Robins Ice Cream

2008-08-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

Baskin Robins Ice Cream

What make it so special on 31st?? Its just an Ice Cream?? But Wait, its not just any ordinary Ice Cream, the only Ice Cream with special Flovour and Special Indegrediants and also gives out a special taste in the mouth. This ice cream is considered the most expensive during the normal days, except on 31st when they give 31% discount for all ice cream they sell, people would que -up just to get their hands on such delicious treats, and would not they... cheap and delicious on 31st the smartest way of doing a buisness rite?

Melaka Satay Celup A.K.A Lok Lok

2008-07-26T11:26:00.000-07:00

Melaka Clock Tower

This time i personally went for a trip to get back some great delicious treats,,, My trip was too Melaka, the culture tradisional town. With most of the culture still preserve in the town. When the sun goes down it becomes a wonderfull night and mysterious city. Sometimes, its so quiet at night its hard to find things to eat. So Me, and my few adventorous team mate went out for fun hunting and we found~ the famous Melaka Satay Celup A.K.A Lok Lok. Sauce made from peanut and soy sauce it makes ur mouth drool, and you have a selection of what type of meat, meal, or food to cook it. Taste really great as the sauce goes into the meat , etc.

Tea for the calm minds

2008-07-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

Tea is an infusion made by steeping processed leaves, buds, or twigs of the tea bush, Camellia sinensis, in hot water for several minutes, after which it is drunk.
The processing can include oxidation, heating, drying, and the addition of other herbs, flowers, spices, and fruits.
The four basic types of true tea are black tea, oolong tea, green tea, and white tea.
The term "herbal tea" usually refers to infusions or tisane of fruit or herbs that contain no Camellia sinensis.[1]
Tea is one of the most widely-consumed beverages in the world, second only to water.[2] It has a cooling, slightly bitter, astringent flavor.[3] It has almost no carbohydrates, fat, or protein. Tea is a natural source of the amino acid theanine, methylxanthines such as caffeine and theobromine,[4] and polyphenolic antioxidant catechins [3] (often referred to as tannins).
The word tea came into the English language from the Chinese word for tea (茶), which is pronounced tê in the Min Nan spoken variant.

Love Story By Andrew,

Its was a cold raining day, As I was sitting in the Cafe looking out the window all alone... As I look outside wondering what to order as I just came in to the door. Soaking wet and cold, I look outside the window. As i stood there staring, a girl came up to me and afore me a cup of hot tea, It was the waiter whom is supposed to take my order. She smile at me and walk away. At that moment she took my breath away. She is the first person that makes me feel that way. As I drink my tea, it taste sweet but yet calming. A tea which warms the heart after the cold rainy day. Customer after customer, until the rain stop... I stayed in the cafe, staring outside the window, this time my mind was not wondering outside the rainy streets, but at the girl smile and warm appearance. As the shop is almost to close, I went up to her and ask for the bill. So she gave the bill, as I walk I check the receit, behind it wrote a phone number and a name... Its a name, I name which i remember that day... Cassie.
(To Be Continue...)

Spaghetti candle light dinner

2008-07-04T06:58:00.000-07:00

Here a question, if your inviting a date for a home candle light dinner, and you have no clue what to cook as you want it to be hand made meal, and want it to be romantic? Here a simple dine dish you can serve, Spaghetti... Easy made and romantic dont you think so?

Introduction

Spaghetti is a long, thin, cylindrical pasta of Italian origin. A variety of pasta dishes are based on it, from spaghetti with cheese and pepper or garlic and oil to a spaghetti with tomato, meat, and other sauces.Spaghetti is made of semolina and water.

Preparation

Spaghetti is cooked by boiling the pasta with salt in water until soft. The consistency or texture of spaghetti changes as it is cooked. The best dried spaghetti is made from durum wheat semolina. Inferior spaghetti is often found produced with other kinds of flour, especially outside Italy. Fresh spaghetti should be prepared with grade '00' flour. Than use tomato sauce, A tomato sauce is any of a very large number of sauces made primarily out of tomatoes, usually to be served as part of a dish (rather than as a condiment). Tomato sauces are common for meat and vegetables, but they are perhaps best known as sauces for pasta dishes. Boiled the tomato sauce and adding meens meat into the sauce for some meaty taste, and lastly friend meet balls, and walla! you got spaghetti as ur main dish for candle light dinner! have fun~

An Apple a Day, Keeps the Doctor Away.

2008-06-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

Apple...Apple...Apple...Apple...Apple...Apple...Apple...

~Apple Pie~

An apple pie is a fruit pie (or tart) in which the principal filling ingredient is apples (Cooking Apples). Pastry is generally used top-and-bottom, making a double-crust pie, the upper crust of which may be a pastry lattice woven of strips; exceptions are deep-dish apple pie with a top crust only, and open-face Tarte Tatin.

~Apple Crisp~

Apple crisp in the United States or Apple crumble as it is known in the United Kingdo m is a dessert consisting of baked apples topped with a crispy crust. Ingredients usually include cooked apples, butter, sugar, flour, cinnamon, and often oats and brown sugar, ginger, and/or nutmeg. Many different kinds of fruit can substituted for apples, such as peaches, berries, pears, etc. One of the most common variants is 'apple rhubarb crisp/crumble', in which the rhubarb provides a tart contrast to the apples. It is an easy to make and tasty alternative to apple pie and apple cobbler.

~Apple Dumpling~

An apple dumpling is a pastry filled with apple, cinnamon and occasionally raisins. Apples are peeled and cored, placed on a portion of dough, then filled with cinnamon and sugar. Then the dough is folded over the apples and the dumplings are baked until tender.
Apple dumplings are more of a native food in the northeastern United States, around Pennsylvania. A very common recipe among the Amish, it is often eaten as a breakfast item, but they are also a very common dessert item after meals. It's also popular to eat them with ice cream or in milk.

~Apple Cider~

Apple cider is the name used especially in the United States and parts of Canada for a non-alcoholic beverage produced from apples by a process of pressing. It is more sour and cloudy than conventional apple juice, retaining the tart flavor of the apple pulp which is lost in conventional fruit juice production.
Cider is frequently served in autumn[citation needed], corresponding with the harvest seaso n, and is a popular traditional beverage on Halloween and Thanksgiving, sometimes heated if the weather is especially cold.

~Mouth Watering Chocolate~

2008-06-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

Chocolate (pronounced /ˈtʃɒklət/ (help·info) or /-ˈələt/) comprises a number of raw and processed foods that are produced from the seed of the tropical cacao tree. Native to lowland, tropical South America, cacao has been cultivated for at least three millennia in Central America and Mexico, with its earliest documented use around 1100 BC. The majority of the Mesoamerican peoples made chocolate beverages, including the Maya and Aztecs, who made it into a beverage known as xocolātl, a Nahuatl word meaning "bitter water". The seeds of the cacao tree have an intense bitter taste, and must be fermented to develop the flavor. After fermentation, the beans are dried, cleaned, and roasted, and the shell is removed to produce cacao nibs. The nibs are then ground and liquified, resulting in pure chocolate in fluid form: chocolate liquor. The liquor can be further processed into two components: cocoa solids and cocoa butter

Pure, unsweetened chocolate contains primarily cocoa solids and cocoa butter in varying proportions. Much of the chocolate consumed today is in the form of sweet chocolate , combining chocolate with sugar . Milk chocolate is sweet chocolate that additionally contains milk powder or condensed milk. "White chocolate " contains cocoa butter, sugar, and milk but no cocoa solids (and thus does not qualify to be considered true chocolate). Chocolate contains alkaloids such as theobromine and phenethylamine , which have physiological effects on the body. It has been linked to serotonin levels in the brain. Scientists claim that chocolate, eaten in moderation, can lower blood pressure.[1] Dark chocolate has recently been promoted for its health benefits, including a substantial amount of antioxidants that reduce the formation of free radicals, though the presence of theobromine renders it toxic to some animals, such as dogs and cats .[2]

Chocolate has become one of the most popular flavors in the world. Gifts of chocolate molded into different shapes have become traditional on certain holidays: chocolate bunnies and eggs are popular on Easter, chocolate coins on Hanukkah, Santa Claus and other holiday symbols on Christmas, and hearts on Valentine's Day. Chocolate is also used in cold and hot beverages, to produce chocolate milk and hot chocolate.

The Golden Cake Caramel~

2008-06-01T03:31:00.000-07:00

Caramel refers to a range of confections that are beige to dark brown in color, derived from the caramelization of one or several types of sugars, often occurring in the traditional cooking method of a sweet. Caramel can provide the flavor in puddings and desserts, a filling in candies, or a topping for custards and ice creams.

Caramel is made by heating sugar slowly to around 170 °C (338 °F). As the sugar melts and approaches this temperature, the molecules break down and re-form into compounds with a characteristic caramel color and flavor. A variety of candies, confections, and desserts are made with caramel and its products: caramel apples, barley sugar, caramel with nuts (such as praline, nougat, or brittle), and caramel with custard (such as crème caramel or crème brûlée).
Caramel coloring in contrast is a dark unsweetened liquid, the highly concentrated product of near total caramelization that is bottled for commercial and industrial use. Beverages such as cola use caramel coloring, and it is also used as a food colorant. On labels in the EU, it is called E150.

SuShi On Todays Menu

2008-05-27T04:05:00.000-07:00

In Japanese cuisine, sushi (寿司, 鮨, 鮓, sushi?) is vinegared rice, usually topped with other ingredients, including fish (cooked or uncooked) and vegetables. Outside of Japan, sushi is sometimes misunderstood to mean the raw fish by itself, or even any fresh raw-seafood dishes.[1] In Japan, sliced raw fish alone is called sashimi and is distinct from sushi, as sashimi is the raw fish component, not the rice component. The word sushi itself comes from an outdated grammatical form of a word that is no longer used in other contexts; literally, sushi means "it's sour."
There are various types of sushi: sushi served rolled inside nori (dried and pressed layer sheets of seaweed or alga) called makizushi (巻き) or rolls; sushi made with toppings laid with hand-formed clumps of rice called nigirizushi (にぎり); toppings stuffed into a small pouch of fried tofu called inarizushi; and toppings served scattered over a bowl of sushi rice called

The main ingredients of sushi, raw fish and rice are naturally low in fat (with the exception of some rolls, especially Western style rolls), high in protein, carbohydrates, vitamins, and minerals. Specifically:
Fats: Most seafood are naturally low in fat; and what fat is found in them is generally rich in unsaturated fat Omega-3. Since sushi is often served raw, no fat is introduced in its preparation.
Proteins: Fish, tofu, seafood, egg, and many other sushi fillings contain high levels of protein.
Vitamins and Minerals: These are found in many of the vegetables used for sushi. For example, the gari and nori used to make sushi are both rich in nutrients. Other vegetables wrapped within the sushi also offer various degrees of nutritional value.
Carbohydrates: These are found in the rice and the vegetables.

Today Menu Tiramisu~

2008-05-20T10:07:00.000-07:00

Tiramisu (Italian: Tiramisù / Veneto: Tiramesù, IPA: [tirame'su]) is one of the most popular Italian desserts. It is made of savoiardi (lady fingers) dipped in coffee and mascarpone cream. For many years, different sources (from Vin Veneto, dated 1981, to the Italian Academy of Giuseppe Maffioli and several cuisine websites) give evidence that tiramisu was born in Treviso at "Le Beccherie" restaurant in the hands of the confectioner Roberto Linguanotto, also known as Loli. Different stories report the creation of the cake to have been born in the city of Siena. Some confectioners were said to have created it in honour of Cosimo III on the occasion of his visit to the city. These days, the cake is characterised by a delicate and intense taste. In order to prepare it, according to the original recipe, the following ingredients are needed: Savoiardi biscuits, eggs, sugar, rum and cocoa. In the original recipe, there was no liquor as the cake was originally aimed at children and the elderly and the original shape was round. The name Tiramisu is from Italian and means "pick me up" (Tirami su) but can be translated figuratively as "make me less sad/happier".

The savoiardi are briefly soaked in espresso with the optional addition of brandy or sugar. They are layered with a mixture of mascarpone cheese and zabaglione, a custard made from egg yolks, Marsala, and sugar. Cocoa powder is then sprinkled on top.[citation needed]
Typical ingredients would be 2 cups of strong black coffee, 1/2 cup marsala, 4 eggs (separated), 1/4 cup caster sugar, 500g mascarpone, 300ml lightly whipped thickened cream (optional), 2 packets of sponge fingers (savoiardi), cocoa (for dusting), chocolate flakes, and strawberries for decoration (optional).
The tiramisu is made by pouring the coffee and marsala into a shallow dish. Set aside and keep refrigerated. Beat the egg yolks and sugar in a large bowl with electric beaters until pale and thick. Add mascarpone and mix well with an electric beater. Then add whipped cream. Using a wooden spoon, mix gently until just combined. Refrigerate the mascarpone mixture. Beat egg whites in a medium bowl with electric beaters until soft peaks form. Using a wooden spoon, gently fold egg whites into the mascarpone mixture. Dip enough biscuits into the coffee mixture to cover the base of a ceramic dish. Cover the Lady Fingers with 1/3 of the mascarpone mixture. Repeat layers 2 times, ending with the cream. Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 6 hours. Dust generously with cocoa, decorate with chocolate flakes and serve.
Tiramisu has become one of the most popular desserts served in restaurants of all types, not just Italian restaurants. The recipe has been adapted into cakes, puddings, and other varieties of dessert.

2008-05-18T20:34:00.000-07:00

Cappuccino is an Italian coffee-based drink prepared with espresso, hot milk, and milk foam. A cappuccino differs from a caffé latte in that it is prepared with much less steamed or textured milk than the caffé latte with the total of espresso and milk/foam making up between approximately 150 ml and 180 ml (5 and 6 ounces). A cappuccino is traditionally served in a porcelain cup, which has far better heat retention characteristics than glass or paper. The foam on top of the cappuccino acts as an insulator and helps retain the heat of the liquid, allowing it to stay hotter longer.

Cappuccino takes its name from the order of Franciscan Minor friars, named "cappuccini" from their brown, hooded frock ("cappuccio" means hood in Italian, the name of the drink refers to the matching color of the monks' robes).

Besides a shot of espresso, the most important element in preparing a cappuccino is the texture and temperature of the milk. When a barista steams the milk for a cappuccino, microfoam is created by introducing very tiny bubbles of air into the milk, giving the milk a velvety texture and sweetness. The traditional cappuccino consists of an espresso, on which the barista pours the hot foamed milk, resulting in a 2 cm (¾ inch) thick milk foam on top. Variations of the mixtures are usually called cappuccino chiaro (light cappuccino, also known as a wet cappuccino) with more milk than normal, and cappuccino scuro (dark cappuccino, also known as a dry cappuccino) with less milk than normal.

Attaining the correct ratio of foam requires close attention be paid while steaming the milk, thus making the cappuccino one of the most difficult espresso-based beverages to make properly. Moreover, a skilled barista may obtain artistic shapes while pouring the milk on the top of the espresso coffee.

Cafe Mocha

2008-05-13T02:33:00.000-07:00

A Café mocha is a variant of a cafe latte. Like a latte it is typically one third espresso and two thirds steamed milk, but a portion of chocolate is added, typically in the form of a chocolat syrup, although other vending systems use instant chocolate powder. Mochas can contain dark or milk chocolate. Whipped cream, dustings of cocoa and marshmallows may also be added on top for flavor and decoration.
Unlike cappuccino, cafe mochas do not contain the well known milk froth on top. They usually have whipped cream and a dusting of either cinnamon or cocoa powder.
A variant is white café mocha, made with white chocolate instead of milk or dark. There are also variants of the drink that mix the two syrups; these are sometimes referred to as "Zebras".
A term moccaccino is used in some regions of Europe and the Middle East to describe Café Latte with cocoa or chocolate. In the U.S. it usually refers to a cappuccino made with chocolate.
Café Mocha takes its name from the Red Sea coastal town of Mocha, Yemen, which as far back as the fifteenth century was a dominant exporter of coffee, especially to areas around the Arabian Penninsula.
Mocha is also a type of 'chocolatey' coffee bean (from Mocha in Yemen), whence may come the association with chocolate and the development of the chocolate-espresso drink. In Europe 'mocha coffee' can refer either to this drink or simply to coffee brewed with mocha beans.

Canon In D by Pachelbel

2008-05-10T22:24:00.000-07:00

my favorite song~ classical Canon In D~ using violin~ it makes you feel calm and relax

The Lone Wolf

2008-05-10T00:12:00.000-07:00

The Wolf is an interesting Animal, they live in pack, and they have a systematic hierarchy. But i am more interested with the lone wolf, The lone wolf its not a lonely wolf, or its either abandon by the pack. The Lone Wolf are also known as the Leader of the wolf pack. Wolves are built for stamina, possessing features ideal for long-distance travel. As to say the leader has more better quality compare to the other wolf, this is one of the reason the lone wolf is being choose as the Leader of the pack. The lone wolf, its the won't wolf that stands out from the rest, who can live alone without any support. But still cares for its own pack and making sure the pack stays safe.

The lone wolf its a role model to me, A great role model, A leader, an Animal who can leads and knows the right decision. I want to be like the lone wolf, Someone who can lead and makes people around me happy and safe, Who can stands alone and its not afraid to be alone, someone who stands firm and strong, that won't allowed others to bring him down. Someone who can be count on and always smile and happy the situation its painfully hard and complex, Its because I can be that person, that the reason I will keep improving myself until i am that person.

The Reason

2008-04-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

People nowadays for me, they only see the bad in others and tries to find their weakness. Its good to see people the bad side, weakness or the true person, but it turns wrong when they intend to use this as an excuse not to be friends with them, some may use this to tell others what they think of that person, some may want to destroy their life style as jealousy overcome them. My close friend once ask me, why i choose him as a friend even when he tells me he back stabs and his not a good person. The truth is, I didn't know how to answer him that time, until now... if i were to choose a friend, i can over look the bad point in that person and only appreciate the good point. Accepting the bad point of a person is something that some people can't do in this kind of era. I manage to overcome this point, the truth is when other comment or talk bad about other in the front, i just join them and follow that group of people who comment bad about them, i admit that its really a bad thing to do, but behind those who comment bad things about others, in my heart i don't look people that way, some people may be annoying, some may be jealous, talks bad about others, creating rumor, stubborn, always wants to "win", never could accept others, but deep down inside we are all the same, we are all human and we are all ordinary. Nobody perfect, nobody is better than others. For me I accept everyone to be my friend, but, close friends~. For me close friends are people who i can accept their every bad point and still stick to him or her. Even when he did something really wrong, i still manage to forgive him or her. Just don't take this opportunity to take a chance to fool me, i only can forgive close friends three times. I don't change close friends, its because i am happy with just how they are, some may find my happiness annoying, but look at this point of view, why am I always happy? I always want a happy day, never sad, I love to laugh, most of all I love spending time with my closes friends, they are the people who are there when you feel down and always there to help you if you needed help, they are the people who care for you no matter who you are, they accept you no matter what type of person you are. That what close friends are to me. Don't you feel happy when you spend time with close friend who are there? to do all this things? spend time in class? having yam cha section,have trips, Hang out? Anyway, the reason why I am always optimistic, i manage to do things that others can do, some people they say they know me, but the truth do they really know? You may know all the bad things about me, but you don't really know who i really am, the good point in me, and what i really can do. Some people never do try to get to know the person, all they do is first look, to see whether they are ugly, or have face problem, this people you should be a shame of yourself, first look does not really judge who they are, its actually bullshit sometimes. Get to know the people for yourself and get to know them really well. Lastly saying, did you know there are few people who are really good actually. Just really open your eyes, ears and get to know them by yourself~! don't judge people cause you don't like them.

PS: anyone can be my close friend, just find time to let me know you~

The end of my journey

2008-04-19T22:52:00.000-07:00

After been walking around and around, wanting to change myself just because of others i came to realize i been wasting my time all along. I ask myself why i been changing so much? what the point, i am already a great guy, and human makes mistakes even the same one as we are not perfect. So after take the one big U turn of my life, i have decided i am perfect the way I am. I must have my own principle of life, own believe and own point of view. I may be annoying to some people, some may not like me cause the way i am. But there one thing that other forget, this is who I am if they can't accept me for who i am, they should not be my close friends and see them self in the mirror. They should see what wrong with them before looking into me, I know myself what wrong and what right therefore the decision i made its my own right decision. I think outside the box cause there will never be 2 choice in life, there will always be 3 or 4 th choices. I make my own best choice. I finally came to realize what a fool i am to be following so many advice when my best friend Christina give me the best advice. So now i am moving forward, being myself never to change the good in me and only change the bad. Being optimistic its not a bad thing, its only bad to others who has a sad life. Think about it!

Two weeks holiday had started, i will be taking this two weeks holiday to be alone~ And the 1st day of the holiday was scary as i am afraid to be alone. But after the 2nd day it feels good to be alone, The second day, i finally get to clear my mind and start thinking straight again. Nobody to judge me and nobody to decide who i should be. So now i am going to take this two weeks to finally be myself and doing things that i like to do~ Drawing, playing my violin, reading my favorite book, watching my favorite movie, hanging out with my close friend~ hope you all are free! ^^ finally i am free~ and most of all i am feeling Happy~

Life

2008-04-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

Life, is never easy or simple. Its always complicated with all the route that we take, the choice we make, the opportunities that we should have taken and that we left behind. Chance that we miss out, and chances that should have been made. I made a lot of terrible choice and miss out a lot of opportunities or chances. But this time, i am going to change that. I been hearing to much advice with each of them different in every point of view, with more advice given, the more confuse i get and the route i chooses becomes all spiny and turning around. As to say i am lost. Now, i shall make this chess move that would change the board game. As i am tired sitting and waiting, its not me, if i don't take this opportunities or at least take this chance now i will regret in my whole life time. I don't care the out come of this action because not making this move will make me even more regret.

Remembering just to know where i am.

2008-04-11T10:34:00.001-07:00

Today, i was alone at home, so i a lot of time. In the evening i when home and than after off line my com, I started to think back of all the times, good and bad. Also i start to think of all the mistakes i did in life. Its funny sometimes looking back, you actually learn a lot from the mistake that we did, than i also found out, i did repeat some of those mistakes sometimes. Especially when comes to relationship with girls. I am just a normal guy i guess, i am weak around girls that i have feelings for. Haha, kinda of funny don't you think? to be weak around a person. For me, i am weak around people i have feelings for. I would be all quite, talk something senseless and boring, sometimes even ended up not thinking before i say something or do something. I get all nervous around people i have feeling i guess that cause me to act this way. One mistake i remember i did was saying this words second option, i realize those words i said i did't mean it. I was trying to hurt someone cause i was in a emotional condition. But like people said, what past is past all we can do is move on and move forward and not to repeat the mistake that we do. Well my close friend always calls me a NOOB, I know i am sometimes, repeating the same mistake. But mistake that are big, i won't repeat them, just the small ones i consider small mistake, i wish i can tell him that. But telling him just shows that i am running away and not making sense, So from now on i will be myself, i try not to repeat all the mistake i done even the small ones. Sometimes remembering the past maybe painful, but for me remembering the pass its like a reading back you own story, after all history stands for his story, Our past, our history reflects who we are. To those reading this, don't be afraid to review back the past, just remember back the past and move forward. Keep Moving Forward and keep on improving one self. That how you show others you regret what you done and you hope for forgiveness to be return.

Model that i am satisfied with~

2008-04-03T00:59:00.000-07:00

This is a model i wanted to post in my blog so long but now only blog... and its a model i am satisfied and planning to put it up like a frame~

The Path~

2008-03-29T07:48:00.000-07:00

http://koshiyen.twbbs.org/~ifplab/dl/walktourC.swf

Our life, its like a journey... a path. The journey begins when we are born to this world. We don't walk this journey or path, We consider it as our story day by day. It started out simple, a straight route to follow as our parents are there to company us all the way,... as we began to walk on our own... the path becomes harder, and we start to learn alot of things on our own. My journey begins easy, in high school the story still an easy one, as i move on to college, it start to become hard. I have to learn how to be an adult, as I am at that stage. The one thing i need to say its not easy to be an adult from a kid. But the path or torn, is also shared, cause i am not walking alone in this path. This path will be combine, as people i meet will walk with me in this path. And when they don't walk with me anymore, they still remain in my heart. I will not be alone, as they are the people who impact my life and lives on in our hearts like a tattoo.. until the day, our journey ends and our story to be bring on to the future generation.

My final model~ do give comment on it! thx!

The path on the forest with trees

2008-03-25T09:48:00.000-07:00

Today was a bright and happy day for me as i predicted, I am actually seeing things clearly now, something are open and something are not so open. When i was blinded by my not thinking mind, i was fool that people around me are good but its was not true until i really open my eye and see. Some would ask me why am i working so hard during foundation year? Why am i doing things differently? Well to me, even when i in foundation, i am working my best to prove to myself even my body tell me they are tired, they can still improve and could create something nice and brilliant. I also want to prove myself that i am not like in High school anymore, this is college, every work done have to be completed before the deadline no matter what the circumstances. I feel disappointed sometimes seeing that some would want to delay the dead line. I know its a good thing, but to me, if you make it a habit once in the real world, you will just make the client angry and you will lose money. That how i think. I also want to do my best so that my parents won't have to worry and won't disappointed in me. I want to them to trust me, that i am a good son and i will work my very best 24 hours 7days, even when i say its stupid to not sleep cause i know it is, i can't have no sleep. The last time i did it was during my last college semester, i came to class looking like a piece of garbage and could not control my anger sometimes. That a really bad experience for me and people around me. But if i have to not sleep to do my work, that i will... just to be proud that my work its at that level that i am satisfied. Not many could see things the way i do, as they think i am crazy or retard.

I watch a movie in art and theater class today, It was on Vincent Vangoh the story. He was an artist people thinks he crazy cause he draws and paint everyday at least 3 master piece, but to me his not crazy, he was trying to prove something. He was trying to prove that he love the people around him, he cares for other by painting and drawing their daily life. To show others what it really mean to him in his view point of view. He died a lonely man, as there is not one who likes him, people thinks his crazy cause he was different. At last he committed suicide as the pressure was too much. He became famous only when his dead!... Think of him. When he was alive. His story really means something.

I learn a lot today and start to see things even more differently than last time.

Music of my life~

2008-03-23T10:05:00.000-07:00

Its Sunday, the end of the weekend, Today I am moving forward slowly... but i been a rush this two days a bit lately but no more i tell myself. The music of my life tells me that... Today its a rainy day. The rain sounds remind me of the music when i was alone walking under the rain last time in high school. The rain today, reminds me... when i am alone, I am not alone at all... nature around me was with me, when i am sad, the rain was there to wash aways my pain... When i was happy the day was as bright as it was. When i was moody the day cheer me up, clouds cover me and the breeze was touching my face. The song of my life, the sweet sound of nature. I am not alone anymore. Even when i am alone, away from other people... There still nature with me. But now i am happy, cause i still have close friends, and nature is still with me. My song began to grow and becomes louder in my heart. I thank you all... My tears seems to be gone and no more worries now.

A model which inspire me

2008-03-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

Today, i was in a rush to finish my working model, as i was in a rush, she came in... a friend which i am trying to get to know. She has a great design ability. She can make the possible impossible. That her strength and she can be strong no matter what the condition. Seeing her model, tells me who she is. As the model stand proudly and was design in a beautiful way. She could visualize a well build building, but yet her model was rejected by the lecturer? How come? I ask myself, her model design was better than mine... I am surprise, so i ask the lecturer after class... its not because she want to reject, its because she things she could do better. Although the design is beautiful she said it could be improve into a more cooler design. Like they said a flower is the most beautiful at its peak of aging. In my view point of view i would consider her work was beautifully presented... and hope she would not give up and work harder as i am supporting her. Do pls give comment about her model work!! Guys and girls Support her!

The near end of my Journey

2008-03-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

Life, as i walk this lane... more negative are at my back waiting when i fall but thanks to the light, they don't harm me no more... my light? Its not a power full weapon, nor a power full power i have.. is the love that i give which comes back to me... I remember who i was, a light reminded me, Wei Yan the angel came down from the heaven to remind me... i can love unconditionally... that who i am... but yes finally all i need is some love back. The angel show me that love, thanks for the good memories i said, and now i am stronger and feeling much better. I am weak when i am alone, but friend around me give me strength to be strong. Matthew the guardian was always there... he was the one who helps me when i really need it. He was the one who shows me how to see clearly. Christina the childhood friend, she was always there when i am sad or happy, she the one who could advice the same thing to remind me what i have not done in my life. With all your Love, i will move on and work better. With this i thank you all, it really made me happy. You all are a part of my happiness.

My first model

2008-03-16T19:56:00.000-07:00

Being an architecture student, its not as easy as it seems... but its challenging and most of all exciting as it stimulate our mind creatively and intelligent wise. Building a model its not an easy task, its need planning, creativity and most of all knowledge and understanding. Our model reflect who we are and what level its our creativity. My first model refect of a spiral stair case which shows i am on the steps of my most crucial time in life.

A life movie that should be watch.

2008-03-16T08:57:00.000-07:00

I watch a movie today, Its called Stranger than Fiction, its a really good movie, and i recommended people to watch this movie, it could really change your life and the way you would think...

Sypnosis
Harold Crick (Will Farrell) is an IRS auditor who almost compulsively measures, quantifies and rationalizes his life. Suddenly, he becomes aware of a voice narrating his life, "accurately and with a better vocabulary." The voice is that of a writer we learn is struggling with writer's block (Emma Thompson), mostly about the best way to make Harold die. When Harold overhears his impending doom, he takes action, and eventually makes his way to a professor of literary theory (Dustin Hoffman), who helps him understand the implications of the narrative life he is leading. The main story line seems to be around a woman he is auditing, played by Maggie Gyllenhaal. Realizing he could die at any moment, Harold begins to break free of his limited, orderly life, and joins Gyllenhaal in a romantic relationship. He tracks down Thompson and confronts her with the truth: if she writes about his death, then he will die. But Hoffman is convinced the novel must be written as intended, and Thompson herself is ambivalent. Crick himself reads the novel and encourages her to keep the original ending, which would kill him.

Eventually, Thompson writes of the fatal accident, but makes the accident only near-fatal. "If you have someone who willingly, knowingly, goes to his death, well...isn't that the kind of person you want to keep alive?" In the end, there is an ode to Harold, Maggie, Dustin, and most of all, Harold's wristwatch.

The sad part of my journey

2008-03-15T19:23:00.000-07:00

On my journey of this so called life, I am on the part of my most saddest moment, my mother when outstation to work internationally to afford to pay my college fees, I consider myself lucky compare those who have to work part time and study at the same time. Cause i don't, i get to study in a well educated University, and i appreciate what the college provide me and what my parent are willing to do to accomplish my dream to be an architect. But i am still sad inside and i am going to miss my mother as i am not able to see her for few years, as tears came rolling on to my cheeks, i try to be strong and not show my tears. Its was the hardest and saddess momment. We only become depress and sad when our most precious things are lost, it might be friends, close friend, relationship couple or family. But some, will not notice it, as this we are to consider them does not appreciate what we have. As i walk along, and continue my journey.... its seems going to be tougher but i am going to be strong as the day goes by. I am strong at heart and strong at body and thus i continue my journey.

The journey Beginning

2008-03-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

Its begin when i turn into a jerk once again, i forgotten who i was and become my worst pass. Because of this, friend leave me slowly... as the leave me alone, i slowly came to realize that i am going to lose all my friend and trust among others if i continue. But slowly, i tried to change myself to who i was. Not becoming my worst arrogant past, but the gentleman that i was train to become in my high school. Now in college, i came to see that i am easily influence by others. But i must know some of the quality are good and some of bad. I must not stud to the bad quality people but instead i have to learn from the wise and quality people. This is how my journey begin. My journey to seek redemption, and a journey to become a good guy. The hero i once was. Its not an easy journey, Oh no.. its a though one, with obstacle, and path that would lead me astray but this is life. We learn from out mistake and fix it and choosing the rite path to follow. And so my journey continues... and the road may look hard but to me its worth the risk